Twenty-three days. 23 days until I have my breast surgery.
I just came back from my annual Fourth of July trip to 30a with my family, and I just booked my Vegas trip for First son’s powerlifting meet. I am pushing my credit limits to their limits, but I soon will not have to worry about that. Everything is so fucking expensive now, and ya, money comes and money goes. But time, time you can never get back, so I am going to live my life and look forward to the future. I decided early on this year, that I would be just as good to myself as I am to everyone else, or I should say as generous, as that is where my mind went today. I am planning on who I contact first when I am a billionaire. First a lawyer, then I wanted to pay off all my children’s school loans, then I wanted to pay off my sister’s debt, then I wanted to give a million dollars to a work friend, either A from my old job or S from my new job. And then I said, well what about me?
See there I go again,
paying all my money out to others without taking care of my debt!
Palm to face, See! WTF !!!!!!
I seriously need to put myself first. That was my New years Resolution This Year and just now I am remembering it. I do think things are turning my way now.
I found a black feather Sunday and then I found a brown and black feather yesterday and today I found a blue and black feather. I actually found a brown and cream feather before the brown and black one yesterday, but I let it be, since it seemed to have a yellow hue to it, and may have or I kinda thought it should have smelled, so I let it go and within minutes found the brown/black and white one. Probably both from a hawk, but the second one came home with me and I am looking at it now. It actually has a white tip on the very top of the feather by the black. So a black feather, a Brown/white feather, a black/brown/cream feather and a black/blue feather, what is with all the feathers! As a child I use to collect feathers, so I found them quite often I guess, I remember gluing them onto white typing paper, I loved those feathers. I wonder what happened to that book? I also remember my oldest brother who is almost 10 years older than me, making me a cover page with a calligraphy handwriting. I thought I was in heaven with this book, and to have my OLDEST brother pay attention to me much less DO something for me! Wow I must have won the lottery or something!!! or at least that is how I thought. So what is with all the feathers? and What could they all mean?
So depending on what you believe, here is what they could mean.
- Feathers can be the meaning of Angels around you, or omens, or loved ones are near.
A Black feather usually means a message of protection and safety, it is a good omen. The healing process you are currently going through will soon be completed and you are able to let go of things that do not serve you anymore.
A Brown and White feather means: Brown represents earth in its natural beauty, while white represents purity and spiritual enlightenment. If you find these two colors together it means you are headed in the right direction.
A Brown, Black and White Feather means. Hope, health and happiness are coming your way. Now that I can get on board with.
A Black and Blue feather says that your twin flame or high level soulmate is able to hear your thoughts. This dream or vision hints at a open or rather vast telepathic connection between Twin Flames who have the power to hear each other’s emotions and worries when desired. This feather is unique and its message is to keep thoughts positive as the union is closer than one thinks.
WOW. WOW. WOW.
Good things are coming my way, and I am here for it